Astronaut Reveals Mental Health Struggle After ‘Tsunami of Backlash Post-Spaceflight

A Vietnamese-American astronaut has opened up regarding her emotional downturn after facing a relentless barrage of criticism in the aftermath of a landmark journey to the edge of space.

Amanda Nguyen – known as a scientist and civil rights advocate – was part of the 11-minute suborbital flight in April, which also included well-known figures.

The mission was heavily criticized by some, who challenged its value and carbon footprint.

Reflecting on the ordeal, Ms. Nguyen, who was celebrated as the pioneer for her community, stated the vicious response overshadowed her achievement under an landslide of gendered hatred.

“I said the emotional pain might endure for years,” the astronaut shared in a social media post, referring to a phone call from a fellow crew member in the days following the journey.

She characterized the press attention and digital reaction as an unprecedented psychological assault.

“I did not leave Texas for a week, unable to get out of bed,” she wrote. “Even a month on, a phone call ended with me hanging up, weeping uncontrollably.”

Eclipsed by Backlash

Ms. Nguyen, who has conducted studies in women's health research and performed experiments during the flight, said everything she had worked for – including her scientific research and extensive preparation to the historic significance of her roots – was overshadowed under the tide of gendered attacks.

She is most acclaimed for her pioneering work fighting for justice for victims of sexual violence.

Her own dream of becoming an astronaut was paused after being assaulted during her time as a student, leading to a years-long quest for justice.

The Fog Begins to Lift

In the time since reaching space, she has stated the deepest pain is gradually receding, and she acknowledged the followers whose support were her lifeline. “You were my salvation,” she wrote.

She concluded that despite the negativity, considerable good had resulted from the experience, including elevated attention for her scientific work and new advocacy opportunities.

Flight Details

The fully automated spacecraft launched from Texas in April, carrying the historic roster on a 11-minute journey that passed the Kármán line of outer space.

The diverse crew also included leaders in multiple disciplines.

The company behind the flight is a commercial aerospace company established by a prominent billionaire entrepreneur.